Thanks Vita-mean and Peace,
It's good to see people expressing the way I feel myself about it. You undoubtedly are more "advanced" than me in the process of understanding it but I very much share your view.
Life here is tough but all of us have somehow chosen to come down here, on a human body and through a painful incarnation in organic matter (as our primary being is probably of more ethereal essence or energy and not individualized). This in order to progress, learn and progress. But this school is so tough sometimes, the teacher/master/inner-self is strict!
I've seen indeed that the lesson must be learnt, no way to skip it! Events and people keeps presenting to ourself, and put us again and again in similar situations. Until we somehow understand something, a click, a turning point that suddenly helps seeing things with more distance and less pressure.
But also it seems my body and mind are constantly harassed. The thoughts that my workaholic brain constantly shout and bawl at me. Making me stressed and distressed for materialistic achievements, social values, fear to get sick/old, fear for the beloved ones, fear to fail others and other delicatessen.
Only sometimes, when exhausted of these noisy thoughts, like a sponge that has been squeezed, then there is a relief, a state of peace or at least of balance and feeling of slight elevation from the low ground of my life (not physical though
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Meditation should certainly be a way to better master this state and get in higher control of my chaotic life.
